Value

I thought over my concept of value last weekend. To judge value would be a demand from my existence which has a nature to do judgment of value. We can't escape from the nature. We all always come under pressure to judge consciously or unconsciously.



Myself is not a creature made by myself. Myself is as if vehicle or media where values stay and pass on. Values are changeable. Often I don't notice about the change. I change before I notice often.



Actor is not the actor. We all are a passive product. Myself always fail to grasp myself. The reason would be that we are not one's self.



According to a anatomist, our conscious mind is an adjust function of human animal. The actor is brain and we exist only for adjusting ourself. Therefore, myself is not myself, myself which we thought myself is just an adjust function, not myself. Brain needed adjust function like us. At least, myself we call is not myself in that regard. Ourconscious mind accepts ex post information always. The lord is brain, not myself in that regard.



Person theory would break down in future if what the anatomist said was true. Slavoj Žižek said that even though we don't know about what we are, future, affair etc, we have to judge and decision about something always and we have to take responsibility. It is sure what many people regard as ideal has much problem.



Whatever we are, I have to decision and am forced to judge consciously or unconsciously, even though I don't know what I am.



When I noticed that my value has changed, I was where far from I used to be. I hope I come back to where I used to be. But circumstance may not allow me to back. Before I know, I've done a kind of wrong Copernican Revolution. I know it is not a value where I can't be happy. I know the answer. Though,,,



Anyway, at first I have to watch Pirate of Caribbean at world's end.



It is a photo of 広目天 of Todaiji temple in old-capital Nara, One of masterworks in Japan. I for got the spelling of it in English. I guess it is "Virpaksa".